Wednesday, December 21, 2011
No point in testing...
Well, I can say with certainty that this last IUI did not work. It sucks, it really does...and for today, it's kind of hard for me to make that final acceptance with myself that it is probably over, but if I'm being honest, right now is not the time to add a baby to our family. We have our nephew living with us who is the same age as Lil Miss, My Love will be deploying soon, I may have to move to get the kids into a better school district, I am starting work....I think that is more than enough right now...it's just accepting the finality of it all...
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I am so sorry. It sounds like you have a lot on your plate as it is, but that doesn't make the hurt go away. I'm so very sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Erika. I was really hoping that this one was it for you guys. Big hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteMy husband and I did over a year of treatments with no success. I got to the point that each and every miss was as if I had lost someone. It is ok to be busy, but don't dismiss how you feel. It hurts to have hope lost. I will be praying for you over the holiday season.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs. I'm sorry its not this month.
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