Monday, June 7, 2010

It's the little things...

I miss my husband right now. I miss being able to lay next to him in bed and talk until we fall asleep. I miss having a cup of coffee with him in the morning and feeding him a yummy dinner in the evening. I miss watching Victoria and Daddy play together: teasing, laughing, hiding, chasing. I miss the flowers on my kitchen table...always fresh, always pretty, always there. I miss hearing him talk about work stuff and car stuff and other stuff that I don't understand, but he tries so hard to tell me what he is talking about (in laments terms) and make it make sense. I hate trying to talk to him on the phone because he is sooo not a phone conversationalist. I am not sad, I am not heart-broken or anything, I just miss him and I know that Victoria does too.

I am enjoying my time with Linzie and her family. That baby inside of her keeps growing and growing and boy does he want out! He is kicking and wiggling all over in there like an alien. It is wonderful to watch and I am completely jealous, but I'm ok. Maybe my turn will come again and maybe it won't, but it's not really up to me. I know that God will do what is right for me and my family.

I have not seen much of anyone else here in NW Florida yet, but I will. I have been working on my finals and I have one class done. I have one more final due and then I can concentrate more on everything else.

Victoria and Abbigail start swimming lessons tomorrow, so that will be fun. I can't wait to get her more confident and safe in the water...well, confidence is not really her is.

Well, as far as weight loss goes...I am pretty sure I am at a stand-still right now...I haven't done anything exceptional in the food department and I haven't worked out an ounce, so I really need to get back to doing that. I am not giving up though and will lose this weight.

Anyhow, I am off to dreamland where I am hoping to see my husband and share a cup of dreamy coffee with him. I love you, My Love and I will talk to you in a few weeks.

Oh, and I have TONS AND TONS of photos to go through and upload, including our trip down to visit in-laws in New Smyrna Beach, FL and going to SeaWorld!! I will update then!

1 comment:

  1. you hang in there, my cool hip sister in law. Know that I love you and feel your pain. Been there and done that oh so many times. Your thoughts of missing your husband inspiring me even more to finish my book. call or email me if you want. Give Victoria a hug from us and good luck with swimming lessons. Next time you come she will be sliding down the slide without the float!